Wednesday, September 21, 2005
so yeah.... days fly by so fast..... i think.. ahahaa
omg.. today i was really fuckedddd up for like 5hrs+.. azmi and sharin were like soooooo niceeee... omg..thanks guys.. ahaha.. i met new ppl today, faris and izuan? is that how u spell their names? ...
i only began smiling at 5+pm.. after i drank a whole cup of barley (ewww) really quickly... i won the race on who could finish their 1/2 cups of barley after drinkin a whole cup.. thus 1 and 1/2 cups of barley (eww) is in my tummy.. underwater world man!! i think ill be peeing for the rest of the day....haha...
life still sucks like crap but im trynna open my eyes to positiveness... kindda actually.. i miss laughing and smiling like how i used too.. i was listenin to this song and it reminded me of.. well... b**.............. only a few parts actually.. the bold ones.. i dunno why but it doesSsS!!! haiz.. depressing again.. grr...
*****I AINT SEEN THE SUN SHINING IN THREE DAMN DAYS!!!*****Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey*****You reminded me of brighter days*****Can't seem to get you off my mind,I can't understand why we're living life this way*****
here it is anyways...
picture by kid rock and sheryl crow:
(kid rock)
Living my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shining in three damn days
Been fueling up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Oh I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
(Hook)2x
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you
While I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her
[sheryl crow]
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right
I've been waiting on you for a long time
Filling up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
(Hook)2x
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him
I saw you yesterday with an old friend
(Kid Rock)
It was the same old same how have you been
(Both)
Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey
(Kid Rock)
You reminded me of brighter days
(Sheryl)
I hoped you were coming home to stay
I was headed to church
(Kid Rock)
I was off to drink you away
(Both)
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you
To come back home
I just called to say I love you
Come back home
lalalalalalalalalalalaladepressed-melalalalalalalalalalalalalalaalalala bye
Jammin at
8:10 PM